You’ll see glimpses in the deluge
So. It's been a couple of weeks since I started trying to break out a bit on here and write some different stuff. I am enjoying it tremendously. So before I slope off for a long weekend I thought I'd just write something to reflect on that.
At times I do worry that I write a bit too much - part of this whole thing had come with the intention of writing less often, but better, but that doesn't turn out to have been the case. If anything, I appear to be writing more than ever, which isn't quite what I'd been hoping for. I worry that perhaps a bit of quality might be lost and I might be spreading myself a bit too thinly. But then I think: no, actually, quality isn't a finite thing. Sometimes you can write three or four things in a row that you really like, and then not do some for ages, but that doesn't mean your first post back will be any good, because it probably won't be. Writing, for me at least and I may not be a typical (or indeed good) writer, is something I need to keep doing to get better at it. A lot of the time I think I'm trying to outdo myself, which is probably no bad thing. I also seem to be fluctuating from not swearing at all to swearing a great deal, not sure why, but I'm not overly concerned. Some things, like Fucking Bigtrak, need a good swear.
I really liked this as well, which I discovered this week. Me, a 'deluger'. That makes me smile, that someone would take the time to set up a list and put me in it, because they wanted to read what I wrote, despite the fact I also occasionally (or even frequently, who knows) annoyed the hell out of them. It's a handy workaround for people you want to read but who turn up a bit too often, like me. So I don't mind if you'd rather list me as a 'deluger' so you can take a breather when I'm rabbiting on a bit too much; it's probably a more elegant solution than my unfollow-refollow business. I'm rather proud of being a 'deluger'.
And there are glimpses of better things to come, I think. There are always glimpses, and that's often enough. A couple of weeks ago this blogging lark didn't seem a great deal of fun; now it seems more fun than ever.
Obviously this post is one of the rubbish ones you have to wade through to get to the good ones, but that's unfortunately how I seem to be doing things at the moment.
I'll stop over-analysing. And writing.
Now.
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January 29th, 2010 - 02:10
'I may not be a typical (or indeed good) writer'
1/2 isn't bad! You're not typical, but you ARE good. I'm hopefully not the only one who loves how regularly you post (although I lurk rather than comment most of the time). It means that there's at least one blog on my blogroll that has something worth reading almost daily.
'At times I do worry that I write a bit too much'
I hope other readers will join me in saying that actually, you just worry too much! I have to say that as a female reader, I respect you a lot more for posting at times when you feel down, and admitting to it, rather than just when you're feeling sharp. Political bloggers (who are mostly male anyway, but I'm including a lot of the women here too) tend overwhelmingly to write rather 'blokeishly' and it can be a bit irritating in all honesty, what with the combination of ongoing testosterone-soaked one-upmanship and complete refusal to show vulnerability. The Internet really heightens people's defensiveness…
Not that this was meant to turn into some kind of feedback form. Good luck, I guess, happy weekend and I'll certainly be looking forward to whatever you write next.
January 29th, 2010 - 15:18
You're not a deluger. At least, not one on the same level as Kevin Smith.
January 29th, 2010 - 15:51
Glad you're having fun and the enjoyment is really bleeding into your words here, thus making it more enjoyable all round.
Group hug anyone?
January 30th, 2010 - 11:59
I always like it when you talk about writing.
I have my own version of a deluger list. You're not on mine: you're just in my 'normal' list, so don't worry, you're safe for now.